uggh...overwhelm...

uggh...overwhelmed...Why do people hate me now?What did I do?I hate being mad at people.The world is full of shit and liars.

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how i...

how is everyone?today was excruciatingly boring and stressful I especially loathe it when you are taught something that you willnever have the need to use unless your going to be some sort of freak that's going to try to get a master in everything in college.I forgot to call Erin...oh well better call her soon before I am forced to go hear Nadern talk at 3rd place books

No! this...

No! this is very frustrating!

You are .....

You are ... Stacy LovellTake the Simpsons Quiz @ Space Monkey Mafia dot com

You a...

You are ... Stacy LovellTake the Simpsons Quiz @ Space Monkey Mafia dot com</center

Disorder...

Disorder | RatingParanoid: ModerateSchizoid: LowSchizotypal: ModerateAntisocial: ModerateBorderline: Very HighHistrionic: HighNarcissistic: ModerateAvoidant: HighDependent: HighObsessive-Compulsive: ModerateURL of the test: http://www.4degreez.com/misc/personality_disorder_test.mvURL for more info: http://www.4degreez.com/misc/disorder_information2.html

For s...

For some reason I just felt really good today. Very rare considering I'm failing almost everyone of my classes.

For s...

For some reason I just felt really good today. Very rare considering I'm failing almost everyone of my classes.

I've bee...

I've been kissed....yay!

uh-oh i don'...

uh-oh i don't remember my memories....what to do, what to do....

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Why Me of course!

I'm so excited cause I get to remodel and paint my room! my own freakin room! mine! Okay I might sound like I am very sad and pathetic because I am so excited about this. But try living in 9 houses. Not having a room that was yours and having your mom scream at you because of a tiny dent in the door!!!!!! I think i should paint it silver and navyish blue. but maybe red and black?? so many colors such little time. The problem is that almost everyone I know has a kinda theme to there room that represents them. Like Elizabeth's has pictures and posters of weird stuff on her walls and Darcy has all this cute kinda surfer stuff. But I don't know what I am! I mean even at school i'm kinda friends with everyone. not prep, not a goth, not a geek (at least i hope) whoa! 3rd grade flash backs!! depressing. not a rocker..... oh well.Speaking of what I am I didn't know I had to have a type. nmany way got to start on my schmitz homework.fun fun fun! (not)

Confuzzled

Confuzzled? Hmmmm.... I probably got that from somwhere.N e wayz to n e 1 who cares I don't like Josh. I realized he is so fucking stupid!!! Today in Math Mr. Buchanan asked him what 1/2 of 1/8 and guess what he said! 1/4! 1/4! God! it was sooooo annoying I mean he's cute and all but what an idiot! Basically: I don't freakin like him!!!The problem is I may like sum1 and I think Elizabeth likes him! I don't know!!! ack! I may like him..... She thinks he may like me...... I DON'T KNOW!!!!

2morrow!

ello, ello, ello! tiz moi!I am soooooooooooooo scared bout tomorrow i m going 2 act like a total freak and he's going 2 think that i m very boring!!! O well! tough shit! I really want 2 look pretty tomorrow what should i wear???? Makeup???So many things 2 get obssesed about; such little time.2day was so much fun!! I luvd it! the play was pretty boring but we knew som1 in it and there was also this dude w/ a 20 pack. yummy yummy!!Love and Kisses,Bella

Oreo

I kinda feel half-half right now. I know this isn't going to make any sense to anyone but it's my journal so what the hell!Good:- next friday(so far it's all put together and Josh(ringo) and Dylan are coming! Even though I only like Dylan as friend he's still cool and that means Elizabeth can come!)- I'm gonna be Dina in Elizabeth's play............... I think...............Bad:-I'm failing Math-Josh doesn't like meAs u can see I'm very confuzzled.Luv & Kisses!Bella

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U know that feeling when you've just cried and like everything is out of your system and all that shit. Well even if u have no clue what i m talking abiut which u probably don't that's how i feel. Just Blank. U know like when u've just moved or ur in a new semester. U just wait for sumthing to come along good or bad and just fill in ths depressing hole in your life? I don't know why but I was a real big bitch today. N e wayz yester day was hella fun. Elizabeth and Ursula came over and we just kinda goofed off. Oh..... and just in case anyone cares im and idiot. He never liked me and I was stupid for thinking he did. not so much luv & I don't think that many kisses,Bella

Hi. I am E...

Hi. I am ELizabeth, and I am writing in this person's livejournal. OK, HAPPY HALLOWEEN! AND here is the REAL user: (HAVE A HAPPINESS!!)

Flying!

Yay! I'm sorrie if this sounds cheesy but I feel like flying!!!! I had an epiphany: You only live for what? like a second? then you are jusr another buried body or a wisp of smoke rising up from your physical self!!!! so basically: live life to the fullest. From saying that I think I'll ask him out. probably not but that's okay!!Luv and Kisses,Bella

Object!

FUck it!!God I hate going to my dad's house. First of theres the evil stepmother whose getting better but were still not on the same wavelength. Then theres the fact that me and my mom meet up with him @ barnes & noble and the sit there for like 2 hours and talk about which weekends they can have me or not. What am I like a freakin rental movie or some shit like that!!!!! Well... at least I still have my black nails and maybe I'll put on my thickblack liner and scare all their little Martha Stewart friends! ( Mwah ha ha! ) I must be going dahlings but T.T.Y.L.!Luv and Kisses,Bella

Nothing in particular

Hey EveryoneWell.... I guess I don't really know what to say! I've never really had a journal before but it's probably good for me! Today was the school dance and it was pretty cool except the slow songs. When they come up all the fun and shit stops and u have to start thinking about how ur not cool or pretty enough to have a boyfriend. I spent most of my time w/ Ursula and it was pretty sad but I moshed 4 the first time in my life. It was actually pretty fun cuz they had all the strobe lights going and u kinda felt unreal like a dream or movie or something. I guess my costume was pretty cool. I was Morticia and had on like 6 inch heels on.(they hurt like a bitch!) I spent most of my time trying to get Ringo to notice me. (no, not ringo like Ringo Starr! It's a code name I have w/ Elizabeth for the guy I like!) I was really confused. I guess I'm an idiot when it comes to guys!! while I was dancing w/ my friends he was like right behind me the whole time all alone! I know I should have tried to talk to him more but i'm shy and feel like im stalking him or somthing if I try to talk to him too much! But I was just wishing the whole time that he'd just out of the blue ask me to dance or something. Oh well!Wow! I didn't realize I could write this much but my hands are starting to cramp up but I'll write soon!Luv and Kisses,Bella